Last night I hosted a meeting in my home for a Quaker group I am a part of. During our discussion, two of the group had a difference of opinion on where I fall theologically. I realized as the subject moved on, that beyond labels, my spirit has been deeply stamped by the seminary that trained me. The church I grew up in gave me a firm foundation of coming to God honestly and not being afraid to speak about my experience to others. The seminary gave me the wider perspective on spirituality I needed while respecting the foundation already laid. Truth be told, the things that attracted me to Quakerism were in hindsight, characteristics of our learning community at the school, not necessarily who the Quakers are. I do deeply appreciate the core values and beliefs of Quakerism but not all Quakers believe them. They are what many at the seminary believe though. On a previous post, my friend Ashley asked me what was different than for me? One of the biggest is my lack of interest in social justice issues. I care that all people are treated with love, but the deep interest and passion most Quakers have for politics is simply not a passion of mine. I also don't think Quakers have it all right, they left things behind too. I am passionate about talking to God and have trouble just sitting there listening for long periods of time. I was raised in a more expressive crowd and was trained in another with the same spirit. But I know who I am. I am grateful for the room the Quakers have given to grow and enjoy the community of Quakers, but my spirituality is my own, it's not Quaker or any other denomination. I know who helped me find it and nurtured it within me, who gave me the language I needed, who introduced to those who would teach me across the years and who walked beside me in times of dark and light. I am sure it will all evolve as time goes on, but it will be my own path, not dictated or labeled, but one unique and blended with all the beautiful colors and light God has given me.
365-09 #32Labels: 365-09 Challenge, God